Future. The hardest thing to think about.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hi. Hard already. Hehe. Of course many of the youngsters always been thinking about the future. Including me. There must be questions such as, when will I be married to my future husband? How many kids will I have? Am I going to live my life with many unsettled debt? Am I going to achieve my dream job? It is really not easy for us since we know that Malaysia's jobless rate has rising to 3.1% in 2015. Then how about 2020? Maybe 10%? Arghhh. It's already frustrating. I'm also afraid with my future. For me, the percentage of being a jobless person is really high since there were many private universities and colleges which we know that we have many competitors. Insyaallah. I'll try my best for my future, my parents, my family and the ones who always beside me.


Okay, now I'm going to start my real posting. How do I see myself in 20 years from now? Hmmm. Actually, 20 years is a really really long time. Okay, 20 years from now, I will be 39 years old. So old. Hahaha. Maybe at that time I have 3 or 4 children in my house. I'm not sure if by that time I'm married or not. Maybe I'm a single mom. Haha. Since I'm not interested that much in marriage because I've seen many men abandon their responsibility as a husband. And that is why. Hehe. It's really hard to find a nice guy for my opinion. Maybe I'll be a foster mom to my foster child.


I really really hope that I'll get my dream job which is a programmer. Insyallah, Amin. I'll try my best. IF I cannot achieve my dream job. Maybe I'll be doing some business. Maybe a cafe, selling clothes or whatever it is. As long as I get 'halal rezeki'. If the business is successful, of course I will widen my business to the whole Malaysia. Hehe. Maybe it's just a dream or maybe it's the real future. We don't know. But Allah knows better. Of course we must have the strong will and make sure that we are on the right lane. And try not to drift away from the right lane.


I think it's enough for this posting. Hehe. I hope you enjoy reading my 'not-so-good' posting. Hehe. Sorry for the broken English. Thank you and Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

First week in KPTM Alor Setar

Pssttt.. Test test... Okay.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello. I am Nur Syuhaida Md Saad. You can call me Chuai. Actually, that name came from my family. My sister created that name for me when I'm only about 3 to 4 years old. Until now, they called me by that name. Hehe. I like that name because it's a bit unique from others. Okay, do not ask any more question about my name okay? Hehe.

Hmm. Actually I never done any blogging although I did read many blogs while I'm bored. This is my first time. And I'm a little bit awkward. Okay. Enough with the babbling. I'm going to start my real posting. 

I start my classes at KPTM Suka Menanti by 28th June 2015 if I'm not mistaken.    The first subject is Information Technology Skills and Application. I like this subject. Sir Airudein always making jokes and tell stories about him or anyone around him. I had so much fun when I'm in his classes. After TTS2233 end, we went for TDM1023 which is Computing Mathematics. Madam Fazlinawati looks like a strict person at first when I met her. But that was exactly not true. She  was a nice and kind person. 

The next day I attended Miss Marliana's class which is Fundamentals of Programming. This subject was quite hard for me. Hmm. I have to study hard in this subject to get the grade that I want. Meanwhile, for TTS2203, Sir Mahathir teach us PC Maintenance. At first, I do not understand much. Maybe because he teach the class using English all the time. Then maybe he can see his student's faces which is a bit confused, then he suddenly changed it into Malay. Alhamdullilah. The last class of the day is HPE1013 by Miss Siti Najiah. Miss Siti Najiah's is very fun cause we got to talk to each other also doing role-play activity which is very fun for us, the students. She's also the one who made me do blogging, to get the score, thank you Miss cause you help me getting my marks. 

The next day was Pengajian Islam by Ustazah Azalina. Ustazah is very petite. I thought she still single. Then she told us she already married.

Even I've been attending that class for 1 week, I didn't know all my classmates' name. I estimated, only 2/4 of them I know their names. Not all of them. But don't worry, I'll try harder to remember their names. Maybe because I didn't have any Whatsapp, that's why I don't know their name. Sad life of mine. Hmm. Hehe. Also, KPTM is a very good choice for those who wanted to further their studies. Because we can apply eduloan from MARA which is good than PTPTN. MARA also have many benefits way better than PTPTN. Okay, that's all for today's posting. Thank you cause willing to read my babbling posting. Thank you and Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Goodbye.