Future. The hardest thing to think about.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hi. Hard already. Hehe. Of course many of the youngsters always been thinking about the future. Including me. There must be questions such as, when will I be married to my future husband? How many kids will I have? Am I going to live my life with many unsettled debt? Am I going to achieve my dream job? It is really not easy for us since we know that Malaysia's jobless rate has rising to 3.1% in 2015. Then how about 2020? Maybe 10%? Arghhh. It's already frustrating. I'm also afraid with my future. For me, the percentage of being a jobless person is really high since there were many private universities and colleges which we know that we have many competitors. Insyaallah. I'll try my best for my future, my parents, my family and the ones who always beside me.


Okay, now I'm going to start my real posting. How do I see myself in 20 years from now? Hmmm. Actually, 20 years is a really really long time. Okay, 20 years from now, I will be 39 years old. So old. Hahaha. Maybe at that time I have 3 or 4 children in my house. I'm not sure if by that time I'm married or not. Maybe I'm a single mom. Haha. Since I'm not interested that much in marriage because I've seen many men abandon their responsibility as a husband. And that is why. Hehe. It's really hard to find a nice guy for my opinion. Maybe I'll be a foster mom to my foster child.


I really really hope that I'll get my dream job which is a programmer. Insyallah, Amin. I'll try my best. IF I cannot achieve my dream job. Maybe I'll be doing some business. Maybe a cafe, selling clothes or whatever it is. As long as I get 'halal rezeki'. If the business is successful, of course I will widen my business to the whole Malaysia. Hehe. Maybe it's just a dream or maybe it's the real future. We don't know. But Allah knows better. Of course we must have the strong will and make sure that we are on the right lane. And try not to drift away from the right lane.


I think it's enough for this posting. Hehe. I hope you enjoy reading my 'not-so-good' posting. Hehe. Sorry for the broken English. Thank you and Assalamualaikum w.b.t.